void.

tear it down
rip it down
build me up again,
the way i was supposed to be
to begin with.
where did i go
wrong
why am i so
different
separate from the rest?
i don't want to blend in
i don't want to conform;
i just want to be happy

can happy
ever stick?

my happiness is
like a melting stick of butter
hard to grasp
easily dissipating

TEAR ME DOWN,
take out the problem.
take away
the bad

how can i be loved
when i can't love myself
when i can't accept myself

...everyday


make me strong
make me brave
make me something more
something bigger